Saturday July 12th' 2014

Time Management is very important. We can do all that we desire to do , but have not yet done, if we plan out our day and do things at suitable time as per our temperamant. Then we shall be able to stick to routine. For instance in afternoon if one is at home and feels like chilling out on the bed.. one can spend time with the laptop.Its not very intensive work, maybe writing notes on dhyan can be done at this time , if one is busy through the day.

Sleep at 10 am . Ask for creativity . Invoke the Saraswati in you . The work whch took you ages earlier will be done fast and you will love it too.
Also when your creativity will increase, your output will be more.If you are really pressed for time, you should ask for more time and you will surely get it.

When you ask for something specific, like I want that particular thing ONLY. You may or may not get it. Just like if you ask for that specific apple , you may get another apple , not exactly the same one. But it will be good too.

We draw powers from water also. So atleast 4 litres of water should be inside you daily.

Go for a walk. We draw powers from the air also.Walking on grass brings  us closer to the Earth element also. Sit or walk in morning sun also. We get the Agni tatva also .

Space or Ether is the aatma. The ether does and we feel that we are doing.The space is enjoying through our body.

When it rains or becomes hot.. all feel the heat. But those in dhyan will not feel it as much and will not be so restless. They will be able to tolerate.

One must try and sit cross legged or in Padmasan to get proper vibrations since in this posture the spine is straight and it makes it easier for Kundalini to rise.

We must make full use of all our organs . Exercise them or else the Universe will  spoil them , since it will feel that we do not need them

Teacher gives us luck as far as we do meditation. The medicines will become more effective and reach where they have to and the blockages will open up.

At basic level.. if you are coming for dhyan.. even the roads will become ok and it will be very easy to travel.

Dont keep asking for same thing over and over again. Once you have asked. it is registered and soon you will get it through dhyan.
Just like a pickle takes time to be ready, sometimes 6 month also, similarly you  also will take time to be ready.We shall also become more and more thoughtless gradually like the pickle softens gradually in the sun.

In dhyan.. you have 'iccha mrityu" and you can decide when you want to leave this earth. This is possible only in dhyan.

March 1st and 8th 2014

Do the dhyan and take protection since the Universe is our only friend.

When we help others the color runs on us also. Its like applying Mehandi on others hands.

Its also important that you meet more and more people and benefit more and more. Also to improve our health, we should not spend the day sitting in one corner.

Use your resources to meet your needs.Don't just store them.

Put attention on top of the head and we will get all the vibes. The Universe wants to test if we are remembering it all the time or not. If the Universe has become our friend , all is done. We fail to realise how much benefit we can get with meditation. The time we spend in frivolous pursuits like watching tv etc can be substituted with dhyan.

We can also use some techniques.. like the Nimbu Mirch or the Coconut or Salt water cleansing and develop our powers. You must be you. People give more importance to the river and not to the ocean.. or the Guru.

Universe has given us many natural remedies for ailments. for severe coughs- make a decoction of chittrarathai, dry pan leaves and ajwain seeds. Reduce 3 glasses to 1 glass and have one glass every hour.

In fever and headaches- have dry lotus flower and chittrarathai decoction.

Take Mulethi and soak in milk in the sun. Dry, powder and strain it and add to decoction. For any doubts write to us.


  

Saturday May 30th 2014.. Meditation

If someone is important in your life.. why should you not take trouble to do what pleases him or her?? She could be your life partner..your daughter /son /friend.. anyone !

If you think what she is asking you to do is not fair then what to do?
It all depends... Can you manage a situation when he / she remains upset ?? If no then do what he/ she is saying, even if it seems very irrational  and all along do meditation... Have faith. He / She will come around.  The key is patience, surrender  and faith in the infinite powers of the Universe.

Alongwith meditation ..keep yourself fit.. Do your physical exercises till you start sweating and  breathing exercises regularly to remain connected with yourself. This is the key to both physical and mental health. Try to take deep breaths in with one nostril, hold and exhale with the other nostril.. In yoga it is called Poorak, Kumbhak and Rechak.Do it at 5.30 before your dinner.

Eat early at 6.30. During dinner with the family if it is late have light meal, like curd, fruits and vegetables.

While doing pranayam.... ask for innocence to remove the obstacles in your path. Just work around doing meditation in any manner, whether it is sitting formally for meditation or talking, eating, sleeping whatever ..Just put attention on top of your head and feel the vibrations and all obstacles will be removed from your path.

If you ask for contentment, you will always be welcomed wherever you go since you do not want anything from the person you are meeting. They will like to be with you.

Left of the Nabhi Chakra is the seat of the spouse. Strengthen it..According to Hindu mythology it is the seat of the Grihalakshmi or being happily married and  the right is for Rajlakshmi or being contented with material objects.Pls strengthen these principles.Take plenty of water before doing dhyan. Its very good to cleanse your system.

Techniques

Use your hand as a stethoscope- If you get cool vibes then its good. If there is pain then it is not good.

The thumb is the Swadhisthan Chakra,  Big and middle finger - Nabhi ,  Small - Anahat.   First - Vishuddhi,  Third - Agya,

Remedies for health

For diarrhoea-

Chundaikkai- 50 gms, Manaktakalikai- 50 gms, Vaipampoo ( neem flower)-25 gms, Khus Khus- 25 gms, Heeng-12 gms, Salt nd Pepper - 25 gms, Jeera- 50 gms. Grind it and mix 2 tsp in rice . Good for indigestion and general stomach ailments. Have it 2- 3 days a week.

Have vegetable made of Lauki, Kaddu, Cucumber, Cabbage and Potato - heat with salt, heeng, jeera,green chilly and grated coconut. Eat with rice.

Have Avial - Make with carrot, beans, Drumstick, Gvarfali, cooked with rye and coconut oil. Have it with roti and south indian achar.

A good disciple- Saturday Feb 22 nd 2013

In winters - we need to protect ourselves, not by being next to heater but by wearing extra layers of woolens, having lots of garlic, sitting under the sun so the body can also generate heat , having hot water, concoction of ginger , cinnamon . All these create heat inside just like the sun and our laziness goes away.

Go for an hour walk everyday and shape up. More walking we do , closer we are to the Universe and the more vibrations we get, which leads to happiness.

Happiness is leading life on our own terms. Like the lotus flower, we may grow in dirt , but yet we live a life on our own terms.
Incidentally the lotus flower is also very good for pneumonia its stem contains zinc and is good for the brain.One can occasionally prepare a decoction of the flowers and drink it.

A good disciple is like a the banyan tree.. which stays in all weather and very few in number. Even in the severest droughts its leaves become yellow. Ordinary disciples are like the shrubs.. they come only in good times. But everyone cannot enter into spirituality, thus these trees are also very few. 

Learn the art of meditation and teach it in schools. We also become like the Goddess of learning or Goddess Saraswati. Who can harm the Goddess herself ? You can also collect funds for an Ashram and help more people benefit .

What to definitely eat- Saturday Nov 28th 2013

Get the maximum benefits of life from the forces of nature. Like sitting in winters in the direct sunlight is very beneficial.

Having ginger tea, mulethi powder or decoction of mulethi is also very good for constipation and all problems of the prostrate and urinary bladder

Through winters , have fresh orange/ pomergranate and beet root juice. Avoid amla juice. Have different nuts on different days.. For eg  Sun- Walnuts, Mon-  Peanuts, Tues- Pista , Wed - Dates, Thurs- Prunes, Fri- Cashewnuts, Sat- Channa.

The more we sit indoors, the more prone are we to coughing, since we are only breathing circulated air and do not get fresh air.

Have lots of fruits in the mornings... Afternoon-  Veg, Roti and Salad.. Night - less cereal.

Circumin or haldi - 1 tsp daily to heal all cells of your body.

Garlic- 1/2 big pod a day-or 15 full pods a month .

Fresh Ginger - sliced thinly

Do dhyan or meditation with others also, and with kids too. Only if we feel that we are getting the Godly particles because of the vibrations we feel confident that there is someone at your back to help you all the time.You must meditate for average one hour everyday.

Benefits of Pranayam and Quality of Krishna- Saturday May 24th ' 2014

En route to the Mansarovar, it was noticed that often some tourists got exhausted and had to be given oxygen at a high altitude. But even at 5 to 6 litres per minute they found it difficult to walk. When they did slow and consistent Pranayam they could walk better, even without oxygen, since they had opened up their cells, which had released enough energy to sustain a walk. Such is the miracle of Pranayam.

Especially if in your youth, you had fallen prey to smoking and did not have exposure to fresh air. Often as a smoker , you bind with a smoker and land up breathing exhaled and poisonous air in smoke filled rooms, which damages the tissues and cells of your lungs. Thus in old age , one needs to do extra pranayam  to get rid of these toxins .

But when you do it, try to be  "Doubtless Awareness" ... Ask your teacher to explain it.Its a rare quality and can be easily installed in ourselves.

The more cold we feel from within, the more lazy we are. Thus when we do Pranayam .. we generate heat and feel more active.

When you remove your guilt feelings, you become like Krishna , truly. So you can listen better and speak better. Just like the earth does not feel guilty for any catastrophe- be it any epidemic, tsunami, volcanoe etc. you also do not hold yourself responsible for any untoward incident of your life. Since you identify yourself as the soul and not the body when you cleanse the "Throat Chakra".. the more you identify yourself as the soul.. the more you feel like Krishna and not guilty of anything. Just like the closer a pin gets to the magnet, the more magnetic powers it carries.

One has to plead like an innocent child.. to the teacher to remove the guilt feelings. Plead for whatever you want in life. O Teacher "pls mould me in such a way that my husband thinks that I love him".. yes you can even ask for this. You will be surprised .. how many husbands of this world feel that their wives do not love them or care for them...

Sleep of 7 and half hours is essential either in breaks or continuos.. Whenever one is in dhyan or meditation and one feels sleepy , one should take  a nap.. Get up fresh and then again sit for dhyan.

Whenever there is an argument... its best to speak confidently and make it up there and then. One should speak like Krishna.

That can happen if one is meditation at all times of the day. You can also ask for that.. O Teacher please see that I am in dhyan , even when I am brushing.

When we are in dhyan , we respect a person for what he is. We do not want him to change. Because then ''he" would not be "he" . He would be someone else. Just like we cannot wish the sun to be cool like the water or the air to be still like the earth, similarly we cannot expect one person to be like another. Yet they all need each other. The water needs the sun to evaporate and create rains. The earth needs the ozine layer to protect from the sun. Similarly we all need each other and shoudl be surrendered to each other and accept and love each other the way we are.

So , if we hold others guilty of anything or ourselves guilty of anything, we can never have confidence in others or ourselves. So pls surrender to your teacher and ask him to remove all the guilt feelings.

When this goes. the remaining .. your ego/ superego etc will also gradually leave you. When the guilt feelings go, you will be able to get rid of the shoulder and neck aches and also achieve your material objectives since you would inspire confidence in your self .

So you have to traverse the journey from Ganesha to the Guru.. from the "Mooladhar or the Root to the Sahasrar or the Crown Chakra" ...

At the same time do yogic asanas.. to loosed up the spine and the extra flab particularly.. bhujnagaasan, naukasan, and sarvang asan.. Even while sitting formally in dhyan .. one can do a few movements in between.

But one needs to ask again and again.. like we ask our help to get us this and that.. Similarly since the teacher also has a body and  a mind and is not the Universal soul.. So one has to ask again and again.. that whatever I do I do with attention. ...

With proper attention in your tasks, one remains in the present and soon becomes like a beautifully fragrant flower like the jasmine or the "mogra".Others who hold you or are near you will also carry that fragrance.

Also since your guilt feelings are gone.. others will crave for your words.. Your speech will carry the sweetness of Radha Krishna... and you will also have some command and also be astute and diplomatic.

Next hurdle is the ego.. It should not be there , but at times a bit of it is also required.
Having ego about the past...leads to depression.. about the future.. leads to  false perceptions.. that I shall do this and I shall do that.. about oneself. Ego should be only for the present and should be in balance.

If you have prayed to Krishna al your life.. but all your life you have carried guilt feelings about others and yourself.. then Krishna will not support you. Thus you have a neck ache.
Please now ask the teacher to please give me the sweet speech of Krishna or the discretionary powers of Krishna . Then even on the first day of your fight , you will talk confidently and sweetly and there will be no arguments.

When you are writing for others , write only what they can understand..

But when you become like Krishna.. others will want to listen to you... Think in you own way of what your teacher has told you and then write .. Its like your "Chaalisa" You will get vibrations.

Everyone has to be what he is.. A deer cannot be a tiger or a serpent cannot be like a bird.

So you create your own holy book .. your own Alka Chaalisa.

Contemplate that when husband is angry.. how to behave .. You will get so many suggestions...
Don't expect your husband to be like your father.

You should become like Krishna .. not like Arjun.. not a devottee but like the Lord himself.

If your husband is upset.. don't get affected.. pamper him . Be objective ... not subjective. Do not be judgmental. Just do whatever you have to do to achieve your objective and not be bothered about how he is accepting or reacting to you.

Remain in present and do dhyan

The Universe to whom you surrender takes away all your sins and all the good things or the 'punya' is revealed to you.

When we give special importance to the Guru, the Universe in the Guru feels tranquil , serene and gives it what it wants.

Castor oil is good for skin ailments and can be used for massage on the skin. Amla Pickle is very good for lungs. It has alot of Vit C. Normally when we put lime on heat , the VitC tends to diminish because of the heat , but in Amla it withstands the heat.

Malapacchi is anothe south indian herb which is also very good for skin . If we want to use haldi, it should be pure and preferably make the powder at home.It is very good for cancer and an excellent blood cleanser. It also helps in feeling the vibes.

Whats is MahaMrityunjaya mantra for? It is to deliver us from death.. Death of what?....Death of wealth, of self esteem, of self, of bravery, of happiness.

Gayatri Mantra is to wash sins on a continuous basis. Do what you feel is correct.. that is enjoyment  .. If we are in dhyan.. why worry? All things will fall into place...

The basic need of every individual is a house. The bird makes its own nest.. the serpent it own hole and the lion its own den,, Similarly the human being also needs his own home... Just surrender to the Guru or the representative of the Universe and do whatever he tells you.. He is like your Krishna .. He will help you even if you do any mistake..... He has to do the technique as told by the representative of the Universe.

When he gives something to us.. he takes away our sins... and whatever we give is taken away..

Just remain in the present.. You can make mistakes.. Our perception is the perception of the Universe. If we get what we want through meditation .. its fine or else follow the techniques...

Recipes .. with Garlic should be learnt and followed. Do not have garlic syrup or raw garlic in any form.  Have garlic chutney with little more sesame oil..

Intense dhyan

Eating garlic is very beneficial since it removes blockages. Even in your ears if you feel it is blocked, you could put some garlic juice in clarified butter or home made cows ghee and energise it. Putting this in your eyes... will remove the blocakges. All these are due to guilt feelings which are being harboured by you .

When you are have surrendered to the Guru and are in dhyan, you are full of positivity.. . Then when you enter a sacred place of worship like a church or temple.. you attract the negativities of the people who have come to pray there.
Thus, even if you have to go, you should visit it just to admire the architecture and do not go near the "Garba-Griha".

Take protection before you go, so the negativities will not affect you. Don't do it like a ritual. Doing anything like a ritual is of no use. It should be done with some feeling . Understand the inner meaning.. or the 'tatparya'... Unless there is a compulsion, do not go into the "Garba-Griha" once you have reached the advanced stage of dhyan. Since now you are friend of Krishna or Christ or Allah or Mahavir and have got all the guilt feelings in you which he is taking from others.

You must understand the source of your problem.

Just do intense dhyan....... and make yourself a panacea for all ... The source of all solutions.. that is what we are actually, only we do not realise it.

What do we want in life..??? Love and tranquility.. All feelings of anger and hatred will dissolve with intense dhyan. Its like if you stay in a place where, sandalwood is being made , you too will start smelling of sandalwood, similarly if you also do intense dhyan and enter into the peaceful zone, you to will start radiating the peace and positivity of dhyan.

Taking responsibility- Saturday Feb1st , 2014

While singing a raga.. all the notes or suras are important. whether it is 're' or 'ga' 'dha'.. We need to appreciate how and why they are used... what mood they create... its all very subtle and enchanting ... and can only be revealed to a quiet and still mind.

Similarly we can feel the soft and subtle notes filling our lives by being in state of dhyan always.. Just continue to feel the vibes and feel the blessings of the universe bestowing us with positivity within...Its like merely feeling the powers within, without shouldering any responsibility... but real power lies in taking responsibility in taking the initiative and the task upon our own shoulders.. the task for which we feel passionate about .. be it X Y Z .. We have to feel for it.We do not have to justify to anyone out side .. just to ourselves........


Take responsibility in every sphere of life, Have faith in the subtle notes of life  For instance ....a person who is suffering from lung disease.. let him sit in the sun, in the open air.. open the windows and doors and let him feel the fresh air..let him sleep with doors of his room open.. with a window slightly open.. so there is circulation of air.. even if it is winter.. The air will coat him and give him life. Feel the subtle powers in the sun, in the air.. These are the 're' 'ga' and 'dha' in our lives.. the beautiful soft notes which have the potential to change the mood of the raga with its ethereal touch..

 If required switch on the heater also so that the air is warm, but let the air be full of oxygen and freshness .. Let it not be stale air circulating... let the fresh sunlight fill the person with warmth and goodness. Don't  give  artificial oxygen... let him feel the beautiful notes given to him by 'prakruti' and enjoy the music...Give his body and soul nutrition and it will grow back... Give him the elements from mother earth like garlic, sprouts, raw veggies and fresh oil ..all straight from the lap of Mother Earth..........

Massage with pure coconut oil/ sesame oil Avoid plane journeys, where the atmosphere is suffocating.

Listen to powerful mantras.. like the Mahamrityunjaya Mantra- the more we listen , the closer we get to self realisation.

The original religion of Buddha and Mahavira-- the message of love is lost..

Shower his soul with love like Mother Nature and all is taken care of.

Life is beautiful!!! 

The ten hands of Durga

Why did Goddess Durga have ten hands??
two hands represent the Laxmi 'tatva' in all of us-- the beauty, the prosperity
two for Saraswati 'tatva'- which represents knowledge, diplomacy...
two for Parvati 'tatva' which symbolise.. love and passion
two for Ganesh 'tatva'.. which is for removal of all obstacles, when we ask inccocently.. we get all that we desire..
two for Kartikeya 'tatva'

All successful ladies have all these traits. only then can they kill the 'Mahishasur' in the society, in their minds and hearts and abolish it completely from the system.

Some ego is also required to kill.. Otherwise one cannot engage in any battle .. and at times a confrontation is required too. Ego here is beneficial and leads one to confrontation essential to face and destroy the evil.

A combination of all this .. leads to victory.

Meditating with you

Working is an integral part of life. We don't just work for money. even if we are not earning in cash, we are earning in kind, be it health, and be it spiritual wealth, emotional wealth, social wealth.

Why have just one yardstick?  Money will follow. Have faith in yourself and in your meditation and you can also sell mud if you want to do so. Money should not be the guiding force.

Whatever you do or write or share, it should be yours. Remember you can only share if there is a 'you' in it, if you are also feeling it within. Else you are just passing the parcel from one hand to another, one ear to another or one book to another. Be yourself in every situation and see how much you will enjoy. The aim of life is to enjoy. The joy is the ultimate source of energy. If there is no joy, there is no life. And joy is absent when you are absent. So be present always.

Whenever you get the vibes... you are in the mode to enjoy. Then you are connected to the source of joy. Stay there and be as connected, as much as possible, Do not think that about job, that slide, that meeting. Nothing can bring you closer to the joy... the ultimate joy, when you can feel the subtle vibes flowing through your system and creating waves all around you, pleasant waves, positive waves, waves flowing into the sea of life, gushing in and bringing joy and fun with it. Let go, feel the waves, feel the vibes...!!!!

Life is a never-ending circle. It will just go on and on. Will there ever be a moment when you will be without a thought, in a state of vacuum that can only happen if you let go. That can only happen if you surrender, that can only happen if you learn to feel and enjoy the subtle vibes, This is “sukshma vidya”, very very subtle and can never be felt by those who do not really want to. Only those who want to, who dare to and who know the value of this territory will enter into this realm. It’s not a sacred place in worldly terms, but it is the most holy place on earth. It is your heart. Please visit the realm of your heart and see what it is craving for. Nothing... It wants nothing. It wants only joy and true joy is only in the vibes when you are connected to the universe. Just try it.. Leave your skepticism for some time and sit back and let go of your most fearful, troublesome worries for a few minutes. And feel connected to the universe, take any path, be it through your Guru, which is the simplest way or through tough penances, which is the toughest way. Choose from these or in between these two, if you have any alternative mix, feel connected and feel the blessings flowing in through the vibes. You will forget that you ever had any problems unsolved. All concepts will become crystal clear and you will gain ultimate knowledge. All your problems will also get resolved and you will not even realize this is happening. One day you will see, yes this is the kind of place I wanted for myself, this is the company I wanted, and this is the amount of wealth I wanted, and this is exactly what I have.
All that you ever wanted in life... be it health, jobs, marriage, education, status, house or income all is yours and you are connected. You will remain in state of joy.

Just feel the vibes.. Then whatever you are writing or saying or expressing in any from, the universe is expressing through you. Imagine the universe has used you as a conduit. How close you are to the ultimate source of joy, and yet you feel pain!! No... just let go and sit back and legs up and feel the vibes.. Let go!!!

Allow the universe to take you as its friend and use you freely. Feel the will of the universe passing through you and doing its work.

You will get to be a conduit of the universe as per your ability. How much is your surrender... how powerful is it, how much are you consumed by it, how much faith you have? That much will be your level of employability by the universe to make you its conduit for its works.

There will be a time, when as you speak the universe is speaking, as you write the universe is writing, as you feel also it’s the universe that is feeling. You are truly becoming more and more a conduit if the universe and entering into the bigger scheme of things. You are getting blessed and soon those around you, those who matter to you, those whom you love will feel it too. Since you want it this way and soon whatever you want will start materializing. You will remain in the state of joy.

But as you become an advanced student, don’t forget the basics. You need to practice the Sa Re Ga Ma everyday. You need to do your riyaaz and then practice the alaap or the ragas; you need to visit the basics, the way you were taught when you were initiated into this journey. Be it your "Guru", be it anything, you need to progress on the path of Self Realization, because that is the path of bliss, of ultimate joy. Feel the energies flowing in you as you practice the basics. 

What is Evolution? Is it progress of man from being a monkey type creature to homo sapien? Is it progress of values? Is it scientific progress? Is it material progress? Or is it sum of all of it?

Well that is what it is all about? It is not just one of this. Mere material or mere scientific or mere biological change is not evolution. Just like the universe is made of five elements, similarly the evolutionary process also is all encompassing. Its multi faceted and neither of the facets can be overlooked.

Discoveries take place during evolutionary process. Its not that, we have created something … it’s just that it was already there, and we have merely discovered its presence. So we call it a discovery.

The naadi or pulse vidya.. The elements of Vata Pitta and Kapha were already present and beating through the pulse. We just had to contemplate and the answers were in front of us through trial and error, or “Pareekshan” and “Nireekshan”. Why do we don’t spend some time in contemplation. We are so caught up with facebook, with office, with work that we barely manage to wind up for the day to get time to sleep. Even in our sleep, we are haunted by the day’s events. So where is the time for contemplation? But we must take out a few minutes in a day or a few seconds of the day to feel the subtle vibrations, the flow of the energy within, the blessings of the universe within, the five elements within us   which are flowing constantly and giving us all that we want.

Take out a few hours in the weekend.. Just two hours and go for dhyan. Listen to abstracts. That is all about the universe. You will get the vibrations and you will feel connected and you will realize all your goals. The universe is there to give. The air is there to breathe, take deep breaths.. it will willingly give you all the oxygen you need. That is why it’s called Vayu Devta in Hindu scriptures. Or God of wind.

Take a glass of water. Have more. Do not pollute the Ganga or any river. Drink as much water as you want. It will nourish you.

The universe is there to give we are not taking enough. The sun gives its energy to all whether it is a thief’s house or a priest’s temple, it will shine equally. We are the ones who create barriers, never the universe. It is ready to cleanse you, to nourish you and to charge you with all that you want. We can’t stay a day without water, air or sun. Thus we must always go back to our roots and spend some time in listening to the Guru – giving us knowledge about the universe. In a subtle way we get the vibes and we are inching towards our goals, towards fulfillment of all our materialistic desires. They are also very important. You need money for food, for education, for clothing, for a house, for the doctor for any and every thing in your life. Do the dhyan and you will also get pots of money as per your quality of vibrations. You will get pots of health and pots of whatever you want, since the universe is there to give, both within us and outside of us. It’s in our energy system. We just have to sit and feel it for a few seconds/ minutes /hours in a day. The extent of what you get out of your life is directly proportional to how much time you have been able to be in attention or in a state of meditation. Do it in whichever way you feel comfortable. Just be connected to the source of power with you. Realize your self… Do meditation from a Guru who teaches Self Realization. Just let go. Leave yourself in the hands of the universe and see what happens. Surrender truly!!

The Romans talked about the sacrum bone. The ancient rishis in India talked about the kundalini energy within. But we have no time… We could use the atom in the atomic bomb; use it for radiotherapy, but not for dhyan. What is atomic energy? It is a collection of atoms behaving in a particular way to manifest voluminous amounts of energy. But the kundalini within us is not only voluminous, it is infinite. We cannot fathom it or measure it. We just have to become aware of it. Rest will be unimaginable. Whatever will follow will be beyond comprehension, not explained in words

The great saints / seers had a taste of this and were able to create whatever they wanted, by merely desiring it. There is reference in Ramcharitmanas of a Rishi who created the most lavish living palaces with all perks for one night to welcome Lord Rams brother Bharat when he was going to meet Lord Ram in exile. And he was just one instant, not much talked about or much to be astonished about also. Since that was nothing out of the ordinary. People were and are connected to their inner energies even today. Those are the ones who have impacted our lives be it Mark Zuckerberg, or Bill Gates or Mahatma Gandhi or any other great leader who has revolutionized the world with his creation, be it facebook, be it windows, be it electricity, be it penicillin, be it zero, be it ayurveda, be it ahimsa. The source is ONE and it is within and we all just have to take out time be aware of it somehow. Anyhow Just do it…

Relearn what you have learnt

You must learn and relearn what you learnt in the first classes. You have ear issues. Your hearing is less and you feel a blockage .You still have not got rid of your guilt feelings. You can benefit alot in the 'shishya mode'. As a disciple you surrender and thus you gain. That's why you keep your hands open , palms pointing to the sky and fingers to the Guru. Thus you gain more since you have surrendered from you mind and body.The more you are connected to the universe , the more your radar is tuned to the Guru's radar , the more you will realize your powers and become more and more confident. All the guilt feelings will go. You are also like a God. The Vedas say ‘Aham Brahmasmi’. Yes, you are God and you need to realize this truth . The faster you feel and experience this truth, the more you gain. As the cool vibes flow into you , you will feel the hearing coming back and the blockages disappearing. This is just a micro level phenomena. All blockages from your heart, soul and being will gradually disappear and you will be so connected to the universe through your Guru. The Guru is like a spiritual mother who wants her child to grow and prosper and touch the skies and rise in both stature and self realization.

Never feel guilty of anything . What has happened ,had to happen. If  Bhoomi Devi starts thinking that she has lost all her children and resources because of the tsunami, natural forces would cease to play . These things have to take the natural course. Krishna never felt guilty of his relations with gopis or with anything that he did. Because his intentions were pure and they could be interpreted in any way by anyone. He was always very confident, in fact an embodiment of confidence. Since you are into dhyan , you are also getting qualities of the Gods . Realize that you are like God. Do you also need someone like Jamvantji in Ramayan to tell you of your powers?? Feel the powers within you and never feel guilty of any acts. Realize that there is no difference between Ram and you or Jesus and you. Do intense meditation and start feeling like this from the core of your heart. Jesus was so forgiving, Krishna was so confident, Ram was a ‘maryada purshottam’, you too will become forgiving , emanate confidence and observe all 'maryada'.

Through the radar of the Guru , you will get all the powers to achieve this realization of your self and the Godly qualities within you.